11/15/07

it's strange, but i think i may have had a great day yesterday.

no, really.

i've noticed that since this whole thing with my son in court, days have been so long and everything is an excuse for something bad. but yesterday, i actually found something to smile about.

the first part of the day was spent at cass street school. i think it may very well be a black hole, but it didn't even get to me. matt, back from mexico, made me a delicious sandwich for lunch and we went for a walk in the wind. that ended with coffee and cookies from brady street. it was nice to feel appreciated.

after the end of my presentations, i came back to the red cross to messages from people who wanted presentations. AMAZING! someone finally got back to me! i can do my job successfully. events were scheduled, life moves on.

next, i decided in order to pay for legal fees, etc, i am going to be needing another job. peter, a friend of mine, decided he would refer me to this fancy place off moorland road. we went there for dinner and i filled out an application. the bar manager was really nice to me and made a note on the application. it looks good.

dinner was swell too.

something that's been strange for me is not seeing the other allies. i realized i don't really know any of them very well, but that's my fault i suppose. I've been very internal lately, focusing on the slow but inevitable unravelling of my life. i haven't seen anyone in almost two weeks, with the exception of seeing people waiting on the bus stop. what is happening with them? how are their lives?

friday training is coming up, and it might just be alright.